Where Have I been....

I have taken some time away from my blog. I know quiet a bit of time. I really needed to find myself, find what I wanted from the whole living in Europe thing, find the person that I want to be when this is all over. Find the mother and wife that I want to be.

Now I would love to tell you answers found, neat and clean.. all wrapped up but it's not. It's actually messier than I had hoped! I have actually discovered that even simple questions have multiple answers. I have often felt like the choose your own ending books that I so often read in grade school.

Do you want to go back to work?
Turn to page 10 if the answer is yes.
Turn to page 29 if the answer is no, you enjoy being at home.
Turn to page 44 if the answer is yes, and then you hate your job.

Do you want to go back to college? What are your hobbies? What are your life goals? Is being a stay at home mom an ok life goal when living in the USA? Do you need things to keep you busy? Are you happy when your alone?

I have struggled deeply with who I am, and the path that is in front of me. I have prayed, I have chatted with family, talked with my husband, and confide with my friends. All having a variety of advice, all having a variety of opinions, but ultimately this journey is mine. I have to figure out what I want.

So, I left the internet, the distractions.

Now 6 months after my last post I am ready to be back! I am ready to introduce me! I am ready to share my journeys as an expat living in Germany with the world again. I am once again confident in who I am, the path that I am on, and the direction of my future!

I will continue to blog about my daily life, about my struggles, about my hopes, and most importantly about my victories! And today I celebrate my confidence in my life style!